i just smelt something that smelt like nate..
i miss him… although i just saw him yesterday. gaahh he’s so handsome andd sweeett <3^_^
i want to see you soo badly :/
im rejecting everyone else and being so fuckin anti-social… i just want to be in your arms, and hold you… i wish there were a way i could make all of this shit better :/ those beautiful eyes of yours, i miss the most. the faces you make, and how nice it feels to cuddle with you. i keep re-playing moments of us in my head, god… please come back to me :(
i wonder if youre thinking of me…
i mean right now what else is there for you to do? stare at a wall…. i wish i could talk to you to see if you are alright..
hot is more sexy, beautiful is when youre passionate
(via vid)
i hope you’re happy.
replacing me with someone else was obviously so fucking easy. hope you have fun with your precious brandon.
things to love.
your eyes. your hair, the structure of your body. the way you look at me. the way you hold me. when we lay together and you hold your breath for a few seconds. how your hands feel interlocked with mine. how you allwayyyss take care of me when im hopelessly drunk. how easily i fall asleep in your arms. the feeling i get when i kiss you. the way you respect me. your smile. your laugh. the way we both catch everything on fire. your style. your attitude towards everything. the way you always smile after we kiss. how lucky you made me feel being yours… i love every aspect of you. no matter what you try to say, i love you.
thinkinngg :|
is it weird to wonder if people miss me? like people that are no longer in my life, do they think about me? or am i just weird for thinking about people no longer around… do they wonder how i am? or act like we never met, and i never cross their minds. im not sure if i make a impact on anyone… hmm… my boss went up to me today and was like “did your neck get in a fight with a black hole?” lolol i even put makeup over the hickey… then he was like “well there goes my hopes and dreams of anything happening with us.” then said he was mad i never told him i had a boyfriend. technically im single. hah… hes like 50 :|
